My List of Events in 2008..

Events that I like..

My results
It feels good at first but it eats from the inside months later.


My 6 months vacation during the first phase of the year

Awww.. that was awesome except for the interviews that butt in here and there. I had
the time of my life.


Get a scholar

Finally.. urgh.


Going to college

Before college, this idea gave me a sense of never before experienced freedom..
During college, oh wow this is what I'm up to...
After college,.... heck! how would I know I ain't a fortune teller..


My 18th birthday

^^ haha it's fun to reach my legal age.. LoL.. and to those who wished me it's really
sweet, I kept the cards and messages in a scrapbook to remember the day I'm of age.
ROFL.


Bush been chucked by a pair sized ten shoes


Events that I loathed..


Scholar interviews
Yuck

MU and UEFA
Blearghh

Did a major careless mistake in my finals

Sick and shut off

so far those are what's on my list. I'll update later my head's spinning again. My wish for upcoming years,more visits to orphanages, happiness fulfilled by faith and virtue, more birthdays and bright future. ^_^"

When Women Gets Complicated...Miley is there for you (LoL)

'Miley Cyrus' has taken the honour of answering the dreaded question of why women tends to have a complex mind in guys' point of view through her song, '7 things'.. (by the way, I don't even like Miley.. haha.. so what? yadayada)

OK so if there's any dude out there keeps complaining about girls being so complicated, 'Miley' has answered it.. and the one singing isn't the real Miley Cyrus you can tell.

Before you complain about another gender (of which by nature's wish there's only two kinds but whatsoever in the new millenium there will be more types coming up...male,female,bimale,&$%^&^%,etc), I would advise you to judge and conduct an un-biased form of self-appraisal towards your respective gender and mind rather than claim to be simple and exerts no problems to the world.

No offense, just helping hand (LoL that rhymes) , I would recommend you to look into Myers Briggs Types Inventory Theory where you will have clear view in order to respect and appreciate the beauty of our complicated mind-women rather than your everlasting complaints about us. ;) haha, anyway I gotta go harvest some veggies from my garden for lunch. daaa..

See you rock!!

credits to jodie- you've been my idol ever since I was in ICOM searching for fresh ideas. ;) I miss ICOM!!!!

ATTENTION TO FRIENDS WHO TEXTED ME

Sorry to say that for the past few days I can't reply to any messages through any of my phones due to my lack of self discipline and endeavour to walk down the street to get reload, even when my aunt asked me to do so a zillion times.

So lads and lasses, please do take no offense for my failure in replying.

And I've been grumpy over the past few weeks towards a particular friend who texted me and I apologise from the bottom of my heart. I have not been in my best state of health and face a lot of stressful ongoings around me.You know who you are, or at least I think so. If you still can't figure out, you are on of the first few who know of this blog's existence.

I'll contact you guys through phone later. In the meantime, leave messages here or on the chatboard.

To those asking bout ACCA fees, I'm settling them using telegraphic transfer.

Wonderful Arts of Ironing.. LoL

Some guys are just a little too fussy over what they are wearing, others just don't care. But really, what I just found is something that everyone should see be it guys or plain girls or someone in between interested in the wonderful arts of ironing.... It's just too hilarious for me to watch someone so determined in making the world a better place......by teaching guys the proper way to iron their dress shirts.For those who like formal wear, this is for you..may your world shine bright today in a properly ironed shirt *wink*

Oh my God, now isn't that a wonderful way to teach young lads how to iron properly? And further more, please take note that the author of this blog does not know how to iron her clothes properly too.. but that's just me.. =p (but hey I'm working on it!)


PS: I JUST CAN'T STAND THE NARRATOR AND MUSIC...(too patriotic and fiery for ironing don't you think?) And guys, please make sure you are concentrating really hard with a face so determined.. who knows one day you'll be made into President for ironing so perfectly?!

I've been tagged..

1. The last person to tag you was?
The lovely sis halie... who by the end of the day will be marrying mr dinosare when the clock ticks 12 ecehh.... :) or rather one day. amin...

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Same as her with tikah, adek bradek lain mak lain bapak... kami memang pelik. hahaha

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
i)menggilai belon2 dan yang sewaktu dengannya
ii)a feet enthusiasist - quoting dean caine "unbelievable?...believe it"
iii)loving sister
iv)very supportive
v)someone I can turn to when I'm down or not in my best condition

4. The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?
She has always been there for me through thick and thin.. haha macam tom cruise kawen plak
(I thought of writing brad pitt in the first place but alahai... he never gets married to angie yet.. unless you count Jennifer)

5. The most memorable word that she/he has said to you?
she just said it in the previous post, I was so down at that time. "my prayers will be with u all d way" thanks sis. =)

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you...
Ask 12 sabian cymbals as dulang hantaran. original!! hahaha materialistic btol daku ini...

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you
Report her to abang belon!! waaaa...

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on
nothing.. I love her the way she is... peculiar answer ok2, i love her/him the way he/she is. kahkah

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason
She ter-marry Andy instead of D.

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her
Kidnap abang belon and pack him nicely in a box, fedex the box to her pronto with a large ribbon on top... no not fedex, better still I tie 6 dozens of hydrogen balloons to the box with an owl (Hedwig borrowed from Harry Potter) to lead the way to her office window and drop the box on her desk... <-------------------My mum should really consider sending me to a creative writing class when I was young didn't she?

11. Overall impression towards him/her is
A person who makes the world a better place each day =D

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about him/her?
They will take an immediate liking of her!

13. Who is your ideal?
Jedsadaporn Pholdee...Muslim version. ahaks

14. What do you hate about yourself?
sleep with lights ....

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them?
Marry me!! hahaha kidding, I care for you and like you and love you as much as you do

16. 5 people to tag answer :
aiyaa..ni yg malas nih... very few people who read this blog

i )Sis Halie I tag you back kahkah
ii) Tia you too since you're the one bringing the virus.. ekeke
iii)Rin- nak jugak lah. lol
iv)Fais - serves you right!! puas hati I... =D
v)Arif Firdaus, da x ramai dah yang baca.. nasib la


See you rock!!

You know you love me,
T

rofl

3rd...4th.. and 5th Dec

I know I should have been studying right now but I just need a break. So back to my blog I go... As you can read on the title above uhuh... those are the dates of my first big exam, a big step towards the beginning of my future career and professional days.. wahaaa sounds so big ain't it? I hope everything will turn out fine.. Since I'll be burying my nose in my books for my birthday... and I can't join my friends to catch flyfm's gig weeks ago..... waaaa what a sad month.... anyway, what should I write here... I sound exhausted on here and the truth is I really am... Can't wait for a break... Out for now and see you rock...

Back to Blogging... Screwed up my Mock

Yeah... worthy title. Damn me.. I think I just screwed up my mock exam. I feel so blank and sick... What blog am I writing here?... It's full of my studies and such stuffs.. I must be a boring person when other people my age out there in another awesome college taking another awesome programme are lavishing themselves in an awesome place and getting sucked into all those craze for awesomeness...

I'm so not expecting really good results for my mock exam.. Urgh why bother. Anyway, everything happens for a reason... and there's a lesson behind every occurence. What's my lesson? Ermm... not to study last minute??? B-I-N-G-O. Yay... I got it right!! I got it right~~ lalalala~

Anyway, while writing this, I just discovered my talent to do multi-tasking. I'm writing this and thinking of what I'm going to write while estimating my marks for mock exam which I just hope for a pass since we do not have A, B, C, D...alif..ba...ta.. and such and at the same time negotiating with my friends about when to go out since I'm fasting today.. And oh yeah now I'm starting to invent a new recipe in my brain since well human beings are attracted to things due to some internal factors=I'm hungry so I detect stimuli that reminds me of food most. Rightt mr jay??? Oh yeah I forgot my T5 lecturer won't be reading this.

Anyway I think I wanna go for my drum lessons in Play By Ear. I don't want to go Yamaha Music.. damn I'd be stuck in traffic jam for a long long time since Yamaha Music is not that near to my house. What else should I say here on this blog since I'm pretty certain I can count people who read this by one hand. LoL. Anyway, if you accidentally came across this blog and asking who's this senile blogger is... take back your words cause I ain't senile... just stuck in the middle of nowhere... and still very young and vibrant.. hahahaha why am i saying this.. I'm out for now, continuing later. Tonight I'll be studying due to the emotional turbulence after taking mock exam in Sunway. Oh yeah I've decided on the recipe. I'm trying it for berbuka... It's not fasting month ok yeah I know. I'm just the kinda person who rushed at the end of Syawal for my Puasa 6. My God...Nabilah Mohamad next time... buat lah lagi!! but still... I might be better than you cause I have the initiative to fast!!! boohoo!!! joking.. anyway bubbye...

See you rock. muahx

PS. please please please pray that I get good results for my mock and my finals on the 3rd, 4th and 5th of december..

Teiya <-----------*yawn..* B-Oooorringggg.......

okay lemme try a Gossip girl approach cewah

You know you love me,
XOXO
T


hahahaha this is hilarious!!!!!! to me ;)

When something sounds this sweet, it really should be appreciated

I was just browsing for fun when I heard the girl sang it on disney channel. I like it better than the original ones. But then again, I alway had a thing for philipino voice talents. They're just awesome.

try strumming your guitar along if you like. LoL

VERSE:
Am F C G
i've always been the kind of girl that hid my face
Am F C G
so afraid to tell the world what i've got to say
Am F C G
but i have this dream right inside of me
Am F
im gonna let it show
C
its time
G F
to let you know
G
to let you know


CHORUS:
F C
this is real, this is me
G Am F
i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be now
C G
gonna let the light shine on me
F C
now i've found, who i am
Am G
there's no way to hold it in
Dm F G
no more hiding who i wanna be
Am
this is me

Whoa... June 22nd... until now September 20..

Have I been shut off from the world for a great three months?? That sure is a long time. Anyway, I'm doing CAT now. And I must say I'm pretty much exhausted. Oh God I'm having tests and exams every other two weeks. But for those considering to take up CAT as a fast track to ACCA, it's a good course I'm sure, especially if you are determined to be a professional accountant. But be prepared with the load that comes with it!! >=p

And if you think you just want to do cost budgeting and bookkeeping for a start with minimum theory it's best to consider degree... since those kind of lesson only features say 20-40% of the course. Accounting is more like biology and physics combined together than you think...urgh... but I guess you have to cope with it. Since I'm expecting that ACCA's just full of theories and laws. But at least by doing CAT you are exposed to 'accounting hell' early. Sometimes you just feel like giving up but giving up doing something because it's hard is not worth it. At least for me... Lol.

Anyway, I've just passed one introductory paper that is T2 last week... or so... I guess... haha sorry since my sense of time isn't that good ya.. damn I dunno where I lost my 2 questions but it's all good and satisfying. I do not know why T2 has the lowest passing rate in the world. I consider the paper was easy if you actually just have a general idea over your syllabus. And it's best to make sure that you are born with T2 Information for Management Control BPP textbook in your mouth...

But sometimes I wonder why people claimed that objective( multiple choices ) questions are hard, I think it's fine for me because I'm not the kind of person who swallow the whole theory as a whole, I'm more to just a touch n go learner when it comes to theory just for the sake of getting the idea into my head and MCQ actually helps you by telling what is really going on in the question. Well, provided that your comprehension skills are fine. But when it comes to subjective I might puke on the exam paper itself... Anyone knows memory-improving techniques? I do not want fancy Harvard techniques.. Malaysian ones will do for me. haih.. anyway, I really want to update my blog often. Anyway, I'll post something good later on. =)

See you rock

and oh yeah... this is where I'm studying now.. haih so much for all those bloody esteem-

crunching scholarship interviews... tsk3

Old School Memories

THINK BACK TO 4th and 5th year of highschool.

Let's see how much you remember and how much you regret...


1 Wht stream were you in?
Pure Science.. but seriously at first I was thinking of taking up ICT or Sports Science...lol but due to my lack of talent and knowledge in IT and sports I resolved to Pure Science for more options. But I don't really regret it. It's a great path for an interesting approach in learning and offer more options if you are like me... somewhat undecided..



2 Who were your seatmates?
F1... Jennifer, Alicia and Roshiny

F2...Anis

F3...Anis and Su Min

F4...Anis

F5...Anis



lol.. I gave all 5 years instead of just 4th and 5th

F4



3 Still remember your english teacher?
F4 and F5 always have been Puan Rusnah, favourite quote.. "In the name of my God and your God.." hihi

4 What was your first class?
Urm.. homeroom?

5 Who was your first love then?
No love.. all lies.. I sounded so cold.. LOL

6 Made friends to the lower years?
Yeah of course.. lovely little juniors.. some aren't though. haha

7 Had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yeah.

8 How was your class schedule?
Packed... Biology for three periods straight... *throw up*

9 Made any enemies?
Naah not really..

10 Who was your favorite teacher?
Well there are a few but the best would be my Maths teacher Mr Ng KC.

11 What sport did you play?
Paintball, taekwando, futsal

12 Did you buy your lunch?
No I hardly eat during recess. But if I do, I'd go no more than ice cream. Lol

13 Were you a party animal?
I like parties.. but I ain't an animal sorry to say.

14 Were you well known in your school?
I dunno. I guess to some. But to some others I'm nobody.

15 SKIP CLASSES?
Yeah... a lot... I used many reasons though... "Teacher.. can you excuse me please cause I have to go and invent some papers out of lalang.." lol.. they never suspected me though..

16 Did you get suspended/expelled?
Never... what kind of question is that??

17 Can you sing the School song?
Yeah.. haha

18 What was your favorite subject?
Add maths

19 What was your school's full name?
Sultan Abu Bakar School on the badge.. but SMK Sultan Abu Bakar on letter heads.. I wonder why.. hahaha

20 Did you go to the dances?
Yes but I don't really dance.

21 Where did you go most often during breaks?
Ohoo.. my secret hide out. where I can peacefully sit down without the teachers asking me to prepare speeches or those prefect nonsense. But, it's secret so not gonna tell you, if one day I'm destined to go back with any of you reading htis to that school, I'll tell. Haha

22 If you could go back in time and do it all over, would you?
Haha.. yeah I would

23 What do you remember most about 4th year?
Had my first 'boyfriend'. haha

24 Worst memory in 4th year?
Well, there are a few I can't name.

For the sake of updating my blog..

It's been 10 days since I last posted on my blog. Duh~ I should have adopted a more disciplined routine in updating my blog. I really should since being me, I really am free all the time it's just that there's this ultimate laziness ruling me after 6 months of body building not in a healthy way mind you. What's the healthy way? Well the one where you actually build your muscles by working out say in the gym. No no no, my way is different. It's the unhealthy one. The one where you consume excess fat that adds to cellulite in your body. But I hope it will go away once I've started college.

Yeah you got it right, I'm starting college. Beginning 1st of July, I am officially a student in SYUC. Yadayada... so much for me to go to a university. Can't I just enter the next phase of life as a baby? I kinda missed it. But I guess I'm already grown up but still not an adult la. I can't bubble or frolic and get into all those silly girly crushes and scrapes anymore... but knowing me.. I know there's still room for that. I still wanna have a lil bit of fun you know.. ;P lol.

So by next week, I'll start posting bout my college life maybe. And know what sucks even more? I didn't get my license yet!!! And I have to drive to college..pray that everything will turn out OK then. And no, don't worry, I'm not thinking of driving illegally. It's just that I'm still waiting for my jpj test this week. Please please please let me pass in one shot. My driving school's just too lousy and the way they do their work... It's really unsystematic at all. I kinda regret of choosing it. Haiz... Anyway, I'll post more later.


See you Rock!
xOxO

Im Signing It

Mood: Depressed.. sarcastic... and uncertain


Sometimes I just made an ass out of myself.. I guess.. I always say the wrong things to people or my friends. Sometimes.. with my bloody jokes that I don't really meant truthfully I tend to hurt others... yuck... but when I'm depressed.. that's what you get from me.. so sorry in advance.. next time you hear me blabber or say something that hurts you.. forget it.. I really don't mean it..

Anyway... I just watched Portugal's match against Czech.. Portugal won. Yay... I love CR's goal. damn smart.. but CR's just getting more and more arrogant don't you think? he's good and cute and all but last time he was sweet you can tell when he scored he didn't taunt or show exaggeratingly proud arrogant face.. haih.. where's my old hubby la?? nowaday's fuhh.. when he scored his wonderful goal.. there he goes... sickeningly annoying but yet oh-so-charming...

OK2... I'm drifting away already I see... today precisely about 9 hours from now I'm heading to Tanjung Lumpur to sign the contract for biasiswa kecemerlangan Menteri Besar.. there's no turning back.. since still there's no news from UEM.. I've called them on Monday and the officer said they'll be holding a board meeting at the end of the week.. and the interview went a long long way back... only now they're holding the meeting.. I guess they'll only be sponsoring 3 person this year instead of the usual 4 or the 'hope-so' 10. I understand the fate of those going overseas all lies on the price of a bloody barrel of crude oil... or so called black diamond I see...

Anyway.. wish me all the best.. ACCA will be tough.. I keep hearing that and thinking about it over and over again but deep down inside I know thinking it's tough will only make it tougher.. No matter what or how people 'try' to comfort me.. they still won't understand it.. It's my future I'm talking about..

But it's a good thing I made the decision the hard way and started off we've something I never expect. To be honest, the way I started college, no it's not how I want it to be. But then again, as I took a shower in the middle of the night I remembered how I started my secondary school. I was frustrated I didn't get boarding school... and I got a school that I chose after resolving to the thought I won't go to SBP. Then I'm thinking of staying with my dad in KL and go to the private school near my house where I should have started primary except that I moved to Kuantan.. it was frustrating..

But I guess I know myself.. I admit I can cry a bucket sorta like human water pipe... but most of the time I just do that to comfort myself or maybe crave for a piece of attention from my dear loved ones..lol forgive me but I'm the youngest in my family love the attention I'm getting but I hate crying because I'd be exhausted after some time.. But crying doesn't make me weak and it doesn't mean that I'm giving up. Most of the time I cried is to release anger or disappointment deep inside of me. But because of the anger and disappointment, I can be self-motivated at times even I myself expect that I'll breakdown and give up.. and with that strength I started high school and I must say what I've achieved in high school even though it's not that big to be proud of (I don't want to be like Cristiano Ronaldo here), it is way way waaaay better than my primary.

And I hope and pray that the same strength will be granted to me again after the frustration I'm facing now... I thought I did well enough but it seems that the chance and opportunities don't really belong to me.. Not everyone has the chance to have the best as in best school, best college, and then best unis, best jobs and such.. What we can do at least is saying that what we have is the best for us I guess.. but for me it's going to take some time.. please allow me some time.. please..

Hence, with this feeling of anger and disappointment, I gratefully at the same time indignantly declare war against the 'looser' syndrome and strive for my ACCA... and bid goodbye and goodluck for those leaving for overseas... with the farewell saying... I am not a loser.. I just want the best.. I wanna start my life after secondary on the 'best' path since I do not have that option when I started secondary.. which in my terms my most desirable path.. If I do not get to the best pre-u college, do not go to the best country for my course that I've set my own benchmark, I can resolved to go to one of the best acca tuition provider in the world.. even if it's local la.. that's what I told my dad though.. for him to give it a rest on the fact that I'm not going overseas..


See you rock...

A Continuation of the Driver's Ed Disaster.. and ending of course

Lol... sorry my post on the Driver's Ed Tyre Disaster wasn't complete and didn't give a clear picture of what actually happened dat day...





Well apparently after spending some time sunbathing with clothes on (Malaysian style mind you!!) there came two guys from the driving institution in a blue Kancil car. Ok so they brought the spare tyre.. but what took them so long?? Let me answer my own question then... THEY GOT LOST!!! hahahaha.. that surely add to my insanity at the very mo.. well what can I say..





So since I told you the very nice abang instructor told me to wait inside the car while he's changing the tyres rite? Well even inside the car with the air cond on the heat was burning me... just now while waiting for the tyre to arrive I'd consider that as sunbathing... now when I'm inside the car let's consider it as sauna huh?





So the two men who got lost eventually arrive one was rather loud and started talking with my instructor.. another one was a kinda sickening fella who think he's the funniest git on the planet.. he was wearing this large James Bond sunglasses when he got down from the driver's seat of the blue Kancil car... instead of joining his two friends he find it amusing to visit me in the driver's seat of the car I was driving.. maybe to mock me or tease me at the same time trying to figure out what kind of person managed to cause the tyre to go flat... bad bad.. well after paying me a cheerful visit in the driver's seat (he didn't say a thing just gaped at me in the most annoying way through the mirror I dunno maybe he's just trying to be funny but to be polite I gave him a bitter smile... LoL), he went to join his friends at the back to change the tyre. I dared not to go out of car or open the window.. ahah.. come on I'm so not going to expose myself to the risk of confronting maybe the most annoying and embarrassing remarks I'll ever get in the seventeen and a half years that I've lived.





Apparently only the nice abang instructor was doing the job as I saw the other two sitting or rather leaning against the road railings and they were as loud as hell... LoL.. how can guys talk so loud when they're among each other but acted so different when they're in front of ladies.. yeah.. I was there.. but not in front I was inside the car pretending that I didn't exist.. well it seems like forever did the instructor took to get it done so when every four tyres were examined and confirmed that they're in good condition I continued my session. Everything went well for the rest of the day.. thank God.. let's just hope your day won't be as bad or worse.. just tilt your heads up high and reach for the sky... exaggeration of course... anyway.. Long Live GOODYEAR!!! May you produce better tyres!!!!









Anyway... a cheery ending from me to you..
See you rock!!! lalala

Driver's Ed Tyre Disaster....

OK... I know I'm clumsy.. I know I've always been such a clutz.. but hey!! Don't tell me I suck on roads too?!! Waaaaaaaaaa.... today's my second driver's ed class. And guess what? Out of a sudden while I was too happy driving smoothly down the highway near my housing area on the way to Istana abdul aziz one of the tyres got flat!! yerr...

God I feel so humiliated... Bad luck has marked me as the main victim nowadays... bother!!! Mr Bad Luck sir!! I know I'm adorable and everything... but please don't fall in love with me and do stop accompanying me!!! I mean it!!!! Whoaa.. first the scholars now driver's ed... my blog is full bout me making a fool of myself... but honestly I wrote this partly because if only somebody out there is suffering severe humiliation please feel better... one phrase that I reserved just for you is the one I nicked off Liverpool's tagline and title of the club's famous anthem.. "You'll never walk alone..." mind you Liverpool is my 2nd fave club in EPL. In my heart they occupy the same position as Spurs since Spurs has my Berverto... damn why don't you join Chelsea??? Chelsea's the first still.. LoL

OK back to the flat tyre disaster.. Since we've to stop by the roadside to change the tyre so I decided to get out of the car with my guiltiest face to check out the damage I've done to the poor tyre. Honestly I saw no nails or sharp objects while driving but there it was.. the tyre was as flat as mirror.... Since the abg instructor was very nice that didn't help because that makes me feel even more guilty.. It turns out that the car DIDN'T HAVE A SPARE TYRE!!!! Hahahahahaha... Hahahahahaha laugh with me youu.... Hahahaha.... I'm turning nuts!!!!

So we have to wait for a while.. OK I lied... it's not for a while its for around an hour or so.... mmm hmmm... I feel so bad for the abang I don't really want to stay in the car but he insisted so I waited... urgh... I feel so bad even until now... waaaa..... I'm tired now... my fever's getting worse.. I've blocked nose... I wanna sleep.. bye..

An Immature Post that I Just Need to Post

Damn know what?? Today I cried the hell out of me for a reason some others will think silly. What I care so what I'm just dammnnn pissed with myself.......and with the government's policy and weightage of determining what country you get and sending me to a country I'm not mentioning cause it's supposed to be good yeah yeah I know bla..bla..bla.. Waaaaaaaaaa but dammit I can't have a say it's their money duh....

Know how frustrated I am while I'm writing this post!!? As frustrated as when you got hit by a bucket of bird poop while strolling in Zoo Negara.... My life is turning upside down!!! I've made my choice no matter what I'll just have to get through with it. And I've decided I'm gonna reject the offer by JPA since I seem to have better options here in Malaysia!! OK... maybe I'm not that convinced of the path I've decided on and damn I badly need convincing by anyone that ACCA's the best for me... And is the 'better' option I mentioned above really means better for me? Oh God....And please take into consideration and bear in mind people that I've to go through it with a local degree. Ok not a local degree it's from OBU but urghh.... I hate it when some of my school friends are being nosy... Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh I can't stand this... I want caffeine.. and char kuay teow... a nice one... BADLY!!!!


And to celebrate my dooms day today I'm gonna post as many as I can since I'm trying to squash some happy positive thoughts in my mind to end the frustration and self humiliation that I've been through so far for the past few months that hardly no one would understand... And my head aches as though it's gonna burst any minute. Hahh!!! So what?!! Let it burst let it explode let it cracked into two if that is what it takes for me to succeed........ haihhhhhhhh please tell me I'd do just as well with my ACCA here in Malaysia compared to my bloody stuck-up friends who're goin abroad and make my friendster page a hell to look at with all their bulletins telling "hehehe.... boleh la aku nak pegi beli baju bulu2 dah" Eeeeyerrrr.... ha ah beli la bulu tebal sket Woohooo.... I can be ferocious at times don't you think?? It's fine.. once in a while I just need to let it out.. cewahh... dlm blog outspoken je brani la cakap... kat luar cuba tengok... ahahahaha

Hahh... now I feel so much better and relieved... ready to take on a new path... - I think...

What's with your name?? hahaha

A: Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With
B: single
C: Hot
D: Never Let People Tell You What To Do
E: Hot
F: Very Strong Hands
G: Has A Smile To Die For
H: Has A Smile To Die For
I: Beautiful/ Handsome
J: very good shagger
K: makes people laugh
L: Love is
M: Very Very Hot
N: Has One of The Best Personalities
Ever
O: Popular With All Sorts of People
P: An Animal Lover
Q: ugly
R: Very Good Kisser
S: Has Beautiful Eyes
T: Is BANGABLE
U: Judgemental
V: yucks!
W: Loves It
X: Great Kisser
Y: Is Really Adorable
Z: Is Easy To Fall In Love With

Growing Up...Creepie ;)

Previous posts are a little cheeky and cheery aren't they? Yeah a lil bit of venting out in the first post since I was mad bout the whole scholarship thingy... still am. But I want to give it a rest for now of course because being mad doesn't make me shortlisted, being sad won't make them shower me with offers, and being tough.. will get me through life.

And that's exactly what I'm going to do-Go through my life even if it means that I don't have to get what I want the way I want, it's about being content with what I have. To do this is part of growing up maybe.. The same goes with friends. I've heard those elder than me telling me before that when one grows up, everything will change and not everyday is filled with the happiness and stress-free days all of us used to enjoy when we were young. They told me that when you leave high school it's actually a start. When we begin our high school years, we thought we make the best of friends, we have the best time of our life, we enjoy too much of it that we tend to forget that at the end of high school you promised to be friends say.. for eternity? But teenagers are being teenagers. Little did they expect after leaving school each and everyone outgrow their friends and so do I. But it is always OK to turn back and reminisce those old memories that you share under the big tree behind the school. Sometimes memories should just stay as memories. Well of course, you can't have sweets all day you'll be bored right?

Perhaps the purpose of me writing this is just to coax myself but hey.. at least I shared? The past few months has taught me a lot. Things happened, things changed, things came to cheer, some came to dissappoint. So this is the start of life. And I am so so scared to face what the future has in store for me. But that's the reason we must pray. To remind us that man proposes, God disposes. We may plan what we want, we achieved what we are required to achieve, but in the end if God won't let us have it, we won't get it. But still I won't stop praying for the best because He's there. Hope everything will end up OK. I'm so emotional at this moment particularly since I am so scared I still do not know what I want. Well maybe that's an overstatement just a flick of exaggeration.. maybe I do know what I want but I'm not sure how to get there...And time is running up. Haihh... There there Teiya... Part of growing up yah!!! *pat myself on the back* What? Who cares if I'm the one who pat myself on the back, coaxing myself and stuffs... if it wasn't me myself who would do so afterall.. LoL..

Now I'm telling you... Life is about going through it with utmost courage, accepting destiny the way it is, and being content about what you have. You have to look at those under you, not above you because that will just make you feel ungrateful needless to say you'll become greedy and forget about the unfortunates who needs your help. And being courageous does not mean to brutally face the future as if you are the Great Wall of China to be so immune to the weather and challenges since come on.. we're human beings... as in homo sapiens??.. don't compare ourselves to rocks? duh.. It's adequate just to face the future and handle all obstacles that come our way little by little not giving up but still.. allowing ourselves to break down at times and accumulate strength to rise again to the top. Yeah.. That's all... Tribute to Justin Timberlake - I think he's a total crap sorry Justin fans but credit to his song that came out as one of the titles for my SPM trial English paper.. "What Goes Around Comes Around".. LoL that reflects our life. One time you're down and the next day you're up.. and then you crashed down.. and then up..down..up...down..up...down...drop..dead.. >=D


Live live to the foolest...Oopss cancel that.. Live life to the fullest... malas nak tekan backspace.. jalan ke depan jelah.. hihi


See you rock..

Perfect Partner Survey.. Yea rite..

How tall should they be?
5' 8" and above.. LoL..

What should they weigh?
dunno.. I never weigh a guy to know they're average weight.. LoL.. yang biasa2 cukup

What hair color should they have?
I like black

What kind of personality should they have?
Cool, shy, ambitious, determined, jovial, funny, smart, doesn't have to be striking since I DO NOT WANT TO SPEND MY TIME STRESSING HE'LL BE SNATCHED BY ANOTHER GIRL.. haha

Older or younger?
Older.. but in my family most ladies end up with younger... accept je lah ape ade

Serious or carefree?
Serious at times

Spontainous or hesitant?
Spontainous

Brutally honest or tight-lipped?
In the middle

Beautiful or intelligent?
Intelligent

Movie or a restuarnt?
Go for a movie then restaurant..

What film actor should they most be like?
Lol.. a thai actor.. Jedsadaporn Pholdee.. so my type.. but please stop me from dreaming.. LoL

here he is.... lalala

What singer should they most be like?
Singer x ade.. drummer ade.. paham2 sendiri la.. LoL.. if I got him then we'll make sure our kids are the next Buddy Rich, Neil Peart, and Taylor Hawkins.. but that's just buildin castles in the air

Should they make all the money?
Naah.. I'm not that cruel.

Do they need to cook?
That's an added bonus right? But it'll be fine for me to cook since I love it and come on.. you can't expect him to be perfect even though this is a perfect partner survey... So unreal.. lol

What is their best body part?
Eyes

What body part do you not care about?
Elbows. haha

Desk job or physical labour?
Desk job.. I wanna tie his neck tie!! HAHAHA. If he's Prince Charming I'll tie his necktie tapi kalau ngade2 buat saket hati je I'll still 'tie' his neck tie... da nyampah strangle je la ye tak.. peluang baik punya!! haha kidding I ain't that cruel

What car should they drive?
LoL.. A Brabus.. haha Coupe enough la.. cewahh enough?? hey but this is the perfect partner survey right? so kenala charge lebeyh2 da kate perfect.. haha.. but that doesnt mean he cannot drive other cars la.. pape jelah.. if I like him, I accept him as a whole never fussy.. So rin, kita cari laen wokeyh?? tp yg tu jgn divorce lagi simpan jd spare tyre.. LoL

What one thing completely turns you off?
Too much of jealousy and being over romantic.. urghh.. I've had these just turns me off man...

What one thing completely turns you on?
When he's treating others nicely out of the sincereness of his heart, when he just stared at me into my eyes and smiled, when he's being understanding, when he plays FOOTBALL, when he's being playful and funny.. banyak lg....lol

This or That Survey.. Asking me?

Coke or Pepsi?
Pepsi.. slurp!!

Regular pool or heated pool?
heated pool.. in EQ Cameron.. damn nice

Hot tea or ice tea?
Ice tea.. I don't really drink hot drinks...

Sunflower or daisy?
Daisy because it looks dainty.. me=daisy? naah.. total opposite.. haha

Red rose or pink rose?
Pink.. light ones but I'd prefer lilies or white roses though

Salt or pepper?
Pepper..

Red or Green Apple?
Red

Red or Blue?
Both.. lol.. can't decide but it really depends on situation

Christmas or Thanksgiving?
None of the above.. but I went for the parties my friends threw but judge the limits first la

Pink or Green?
I go for green this time.. lol

Hamburger or Hotdogs?
Hamburger

Music or Movies?
Both

Heaven or hell?
Heaven la... What kind of question is this?

Comedy or horror?
Comedy

aol or aim?
aim

ipod or mp3?
ipod

Purse or backpack?
purse

Myspace or bebo?
myspace.. what's a bebo? sorry!! lol

Parision or Sears?
Parision

Paris or France?
Isn't Paris in France??

Milky Way or Sneakers?
Milky way

Vanilla or Chocolate?
Vanilla Ice Cream n Chocolate topping so both.. lol

Phone or Internet?
Phone.. I can get to the internet through phone.. HAHA you can't outsmart me Mr. Surveyor

Steak or Shrimp?
Steak.. not that into seafood

School or Work?
Work

A random survey for the bored..

Yep2!! I'm damn bored now... so I just feel like crapping.. but crapping ain't productive so I thought I'd answer a survey for you to know a lil this n that bout me.. sometimes.. survey is fun. haha. at least you dont have to guess what people wants to know about you. All you have to do s answer questions. and I missed that since I left school.. Noticed I'm writing in full sentences now? I just need practice before going back to real college.. yeah real one which you are supposed to graduate not spending your time messing around to waste abah's money... oww pedass... so here's the survey..


What is on your desktop wallpaper?
some mountains wiv mist everywhere... dunno la what's the point this is my bro's laptop.

What is your favorite zoo animal?
dolphins!!

What was your favorite toy as a child?
my teddy.. still have it now.. haha..

What food do you eat too much of?
chocolates... but still i dun think it's enough... i need chocolates as much as i need oxygen... vital for living.. OK that was an overstatement..lol

What kind of hairstyle do you have?
straight

What was your favorite activity in gym class?
ponteng.. haha my mum told me to be honest you know... LoL

What is on the shirt you're wearing right now?
*snort*.. bears.. haha.. its my pyjamas so what?

What is the picture nearest to you of?
me when i was a baby.. aww.. kahkahkah

What kind of salad dressing do you like?
french dressing. lol.. thousand island is nice too

Whats your least favorite food?
brussel sprouts and pineapple... urghhh

What do you do on a Sunday night?
watch DVD at home..

If you could only use one condiment on your food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
S-U-G-A-R

What color are your sheets?
multi colored la... u want me to list it? Ok.. i c lime green, orange, yellow and neon blue.. pening dah? padan muka busy body lol

How big is your computer display?
i think its 15 " wide.. kah2.. tah

What pair of shoes do you wear most often?
a beige colored bonia.. selipar jepun pon bley.. haha

What is your favorite game?
Football.. duh~ and paintball rocks!! lol

What is your favorite Thanksgiving food?
i dun celebrate thanksgiving

What is your favorite pizza topping?
PEPPERONIs... lots and lots of 'em.

What time do you plan on waking up tomorrow?
tah.. lagi lambat lagi best.. haha

What is your favorite day of the year?
my bday... but that was last time la now I think Hari Raya..

Winners And Losers...

Whenever you feel down and the whole world's turning away from you, think again of who you are and where you want to be. The poem's damn comforting when I feel down so I'm sharing it here so that you will be motivated as well.. Since life is all about sharing with others. ;)


The Winner is always part of the answer
The Loser is always part of the problem.

The Winner always has a programme
The Loser always has an excuse.

The Winner says: "Let me do it for you"
The Loser says: "That is not my job."

The Winner sees an answer for every problem
The Loser sees a problem for every answer

The Winner says: "It may be difficult but it is possible"
The Loser says: "It may be possible but it is too difficult."

When a Winner makes a mistake, he says: "I was wrong"
When a Loser makes a mistake, he says: "It wasn't my fault."

A Winner makes commitments
A Loser makes promises.

Winners have dreams
Losers have schemes.

Winners say: "I must do something"
Losers say: "Something must be done."

Winners are a part of the team
Losers are apart from the team.

Winners see the gain
Losers see the pain.

Winners see possibilities
Losers see problems.

Winners believe in win-win
Losers believe that for them to win, someone has to lose.

Winners see the potential
Losers see the past.

Winners are like a thermostat
Losers are like thermometers.

Winners choose what they say
Losers say what they choose.

Winners use hard arguments but soft words
Losers use soft arguments but hard words.

Winners stand firm on values but compromise on petty things
Losers stand firm on petty things but compromise on values.

Winners follow the philosophy of empathy: "Don't do to others what you would not want them to do to you"
Losers follow the philosophy: "Do it to others before they do it to you."

Winners make it happen
Losers let it happen.

Winners plan and prepare to win.
The key word is preparation.


I find that very inspiring. What do you think? hahah

Back to School.. only for a short while though

OK people.. as you read in the above title.. no this is not about me going to Form 6 and thank God I'm not. It's just that yesterday was a whole unbelievable experience for me. And I'm sorry especially to my fellow fan mates Rin, Tkah and Sis Halie that I didn't mention that to anybody.. hehe it's because I'm kinda shy about it but now I'm ready to share it with you guys (or rather girls as a matter of fact) LoL that yesterday I was awarded the Anugerah Tokoh Pelajar for my school! I know! Can't believe it myself. Five years ago I walked into that school I'd never thought I'd make it to this. I have always fancied my seniors who's been selected for the award but I'd never thought one day I'd be holding that trophy myself. And furthermore, I was chosen as the 50th Tokoh Pelajar since my school celebrated its Golden Jubilee in 2007 and the award hasn't been won by a Bumi for more than a decade. Pretty cool huh? I'm so grateful and honoured to be chosen and can't thank each and everyone of you who's been ever so nice to me this victory is yours too. As long as you know me no matter how long or how short, as long as there's a space in your heart for me to be there, as long as I mean not a lot but at least something to you, as long as there's sincerity in knowing me and for every bit of kindness you've shown to me this award is also to be shared by you... ;)

Piala Pusingan. So this is the trophy that's been passed on for years and years.. kinda historical.

I've another one for me to keep though. Haha.. so this is what I can brag about in the future.. boy boy.. I'm one jackass sometimes... HAH!! don't you dare agree with that cause I'm the only one who can call me so.. LoL.. Here are some pics from that day though..

OK that's for the day there are lots more pics but if I post it up here it will take hours and my wireless probs is still goin on once in a while. urghh.. sometimes i just feel like chucking the com out of the window.. but.. it costs a lot.. So you've seen the pics above, one mental note and future advice.. dun carry the tokoh pelaja's trophy without sum1 escorting you.. damn heavy... u cud pass out.. or is it just me? I felt like I was a body builder back then.. fuhh.. lol

More About Me....

Well... Haha.. since my good friend Rin told me that my previous blog doesn't tell much about myself, I'm writing this post.. hahaha.. and that is if only you want to know about me.. not forcing anybody here so if you don't feel like knowing me you can move on to the next blog.. Hahaha OK here goes...

As you may have read somewhere on this blog or if you really know me in person you'd know that my name on the birth certificate is Nabilah binti Mohamad... Did I make that clear everyone? But... yes people there's a but here.. LoL.. my friends call me Teiya.. but some of them still call me Nabilah so whichever suits according to your preference... Official letters will of course use Nabilah too..and my family call me ........... (harhar... nice try but that's for me to know only) I'm the youngest out of two here and I've a damn cool elder brother and here he is ... (since I hardly mentioned him before)

Meet my brother Afiq. So he's the only sibling I have and since I was a baby this is my 'taiko'. Despite of his dying love for video games and Playstation <-I think he's the best gamer I've ever met in person because I'm telling you he's very quick with his fingers and he goes to great lengths in improving his gaming skills by placing his laptop full of Game FAQS next to him while he's playing on his PS2. Since he's ambition is so different from mine and we decided to venture into different fields (he's into Science and taking up Medics while I'm more towards Business and Financial line) so we ended up wanting different stuffs but that doesn't mean we lack of sibling rivalry. So he likes PS2 and Biology I like drums and Maths. Oh yeah.. a lil promo.. he's single.. LoL.. for the mo.. I think so.

So back to me OK? Basically, I'm normal that is I can't live without Oxygen, food and water. I like drums and always a beginner-always!! haha. I must say that you shouldn't be expecting me to play like a pro but I'm always trying to learn and improve my skills though... but I'm scared I'm suck at it..

I think overall I'm a friendly person.. haha.. yeah.. very... I can get along with those who want to befriend me. I love football and I have been a Chelsea's supporter ever since I was six.. and that was before Lampard OK!! But he's my favourite player and I honestly feel that Chelsea will never be the same again without him.. But Chelsea's not as good as it was during the days when Mourinho was their manager... @#%$# HAHA... there you go at least you don't get to read the word right? Enough of football talk mind you I can post one whole blog just about it later on.

More about me... so I am quite an environmentalist.. I hate people who litters and I try my best not to do my part in contributing towards global warming... I love being close to nature and I love photography especially if it involves nature. You can say I love to read but not all the time... Urghh my cornea needs some rest from those horrible letters and words. I do write articles for nature websites sometimes I just use pseudonyms and you just do your wild guess ok cause its not teiya or other names connected to drums... no no... haha

I have lots and lots of important people in my life and I have bestfriends from all walks of life.. So everyone reading this, I am extremely SORRY that I can't place all your pictures and credits up here because trust me it's just too many and you are all very special to me in every way.. and knowing me you know you've got my words.. especially my friends that I met through the wonders of modern technology.. haha yeah the world wide web.. but they're sort of my soulmates you know knowing them is just like magic I can't imagine how 4 people who met on the net, share the same love for the guys from the same genetic constituents (Whoaa.. Teiya just sounded so scientific) can get so close.. and they're of course Rin, Tkah, and Sis Halie.. LoL.. shhh let's keep our dark secrets among ourselves in the chatroom.. Hahaha

Hey it's getting too long here isn't it? I'd better stop la gosh... Sorry too much of your time.. But nevertheless.. you are always welcome round here to view my crap, thoughts and passion... haha

See you rock people!! LoL

Just a piece of crap... A WORTHY crap.. haha

noe wat? my pakistani fren by da name of kashan whom i'd known since form 3 started this whole thingy bout our school. its damn cool n kinda resembles the whole pretty much of our school's life... its worth reading trust me... PS the writing in italic is actually my interpretation and explanation to those who have not been to my school and is not very clear of the situation to help you get the joke....

TM
This and That
Who's the duck of our school?
Ms Quek.

Who's the penguin of our school?
Ishak. he's a cute short teacher from Sarawak & make frequent visits to Indonesia for some unknown reason and still unmarried to this day. He's fond of wearing really shocking colours to school and has a signature tie made of beads seriously! he purchased from his visit to Indon...

What do you have to do to draw theattention of the whole school uponyourself in a matter of days?Make official the title of 'ChristmasTree' upon any of your teachers. (Itseems to work quite perfectly as ithas passed the experimental stage,I've tested it personally. Trust me,it works! Caution: You are fullyresponsible for the consequences andhazards that might result from this.Do it at your own risk) during a diagnostic test conducted in May Kashan (the writer) of this damn poem eventually wrote an essay telling that he's best experience in school was to learn history from our teacher who is ........ I'm not saying anything no no no

There's someone in SABS as ugly as apiece of sh** in a toilet bowl, guesswhat her parents named her?Ayu. she's kinda dark n petite but its evil of the writer to say this... ehemm... she has a bf who's no other word to describe... e-n-o-r-m-o-u-s.. but they're rather nice but I totally can't stand it when they started to get all mushy during recess and call each other "mama" and "papa" please people!!! duh?~

Do you know how Math can make yourlife miserable?
Ask Roslina Mamat the Lombong. she got this title when I was in F2. we are mischievious bunch - our batch. Wanna know how she got this name? It's a cruel joke boys made on her nostrils. but lama2 terlekat pulak nama manja tuh... kui3.

Who's the BABIEST on friendster?I don't wanna answer that…. yeah rite kashan... hahaha

Name me FIVE hiding spots for Pokercards all over our school.
Yes, thereare five… ehem... boys from my class play cards at the back.. there's 5 of them so they stuff the cards eventually in their pants... so there's five.. get it? oh yeah... their pants... the front one... not the formal pocket.. hahahaha

Tell me how a consistently failingstudent in Addmaths finally ends upwith an A?
By actually falling in love with Mr.Lai. seriously this teacher's nice to me but he has always been a favourite to be bullied by students... just because he's having trouble showing an angry face... well... he tried.. but too bad once he walked in our class with a cane and knocked hard on the table shouting the reaction he managed to get was mockings from students saying "fuyoo...takutnya" pity him rite??

Where have you last heardChrysanthemum tea being called 'TehBunga' and from who?
From Mak cik Kantin in the Canteen. this is a trouble that I went through too since F1 "Mak cik, teh chrysanthemum satu!" kataku dgn penuh sopan santun namun... adeh... "AAA???? Ape????" on 2nd note... mak cik da la memang sound trouble...

Can you pronounce 'Parallel'?
Yes? Metoo….But our physics teacher can't….

What is Mr Ng KC's full name?
Mr. eNglish KuCar.. the mod maths teacher who's very good at using the 'expensive phrase' of "kepala hotok mu!!!" once u answer his question with rubbish answers

Why do you shudder in fear every timeKC's checking your homework?
Come on,its not like there's anything there tocheck! haha... shame of me to say.. i finished yours while you're teaching mr. KC sir!! i'm sorry.. haha but by the time you get me i'm prepared with my answers... kahkahkah

What do you get when you are too noisyin Mr. Lai's class?
RAJ!! KIM!!! KASHAAAANNN…(sigh)… no doubt..

Ever wondered why Biology was such akiller?
Because we didn't have a teacher forthe subject.
All we got was, "Ok saya anggap kita dah habis bab 3.
Minggudepan kita bukak bab 4 pulak!"And the syllabus for Biology was alldone by mid-year! a'ah.. dat's true.. hmm.. wonder how can i get an A for this damn subject.. my paper tertukar ke..

What do people ask after the wholeresult of an exam is out?"
Eh berapa fail?"harhar... kami memang mesra... LoL

What are the consequences of being anawesome teacher in SABS?
You'll have awful students.

Lastly, whenever students hear theroar of thunder in SABS, they tend not to bother. Why?Because they know its Mr. Yong. trust me.. he talks to you like you are on the other side of the football field.. n I AM SERIOUS.... really.. one day before SPM trial I was walking around during homeroom when I'm not supposed to (but there were many other students walking too larr) he talked using his usual voice which is already 3 times louder than normal person using a microphone AND HE STILL USES AMPLIFIER... the results "KABOOM!!! WOIY KAMU SEMUA!! BUTE KE X JUMPE KELAS!!! PENGAWAS!!!*lookin at me and my friend* GILA! CHI SENG HAY NAY!!" sedap kan.... rasa oren..

Bitter but still Sweet

"What is Cho made of?" asked onestudent of 5SC2.
"What do you think he's made of?Pudding?" replied the other.
"No, I mean he's as smart as Teiya!"
"You telling me he's made of Teiya?"

One day a teacher in training periodcame in to teach us EST,
and as usualI was a naughty brat.
So she came tome and scolded me, and then she tried
to give me a bit of advice,
"Do yourwork, find the meaning of those words.
Use your 'Camus', 'Kaymus'."I guess she was trying to tell me to look into the dictionary but I assume she did not know the word in English for kamus.

People happen to love Japan, no matterwhat.
They love whatever it produces,movies, anime, crap and all types of bullshit.
Meanwhile I just happen to loathe Japan for the very same reason,they make crap! Not that I've not tried to like them, its just me…I cant help it.

So whenever my three friends are talking crap about crap, and adding crap and more crap one after another, guess who's always dumbfounded and found smiling like an idiot there?

Last one, "Who's prettier, Nicole or Boon Mean?" asked Kim."
I'd rather not answer that….,"
said Kashan just before he threw up.

Teiya dared me to make another one.... still by kashan

Rings a Bell?

One day, there was a Sejarah exercise
being discussed in the classroom.
Zulfikri was there…and Dave too, and
the teacher read out aquestion,
"Baik! No. 29- SiapakahResiden negeri Selangor?"
And Zul and Dave both had their own answers to
voice out. Zul said, "B!"
"D!" shouted Dave.
"B for buah!"
"D for dada!"
"B, buah!"
"D-dada!"
"B, bu…" And they went on and on…. this shows clear picture in wat class i was in

One day our Maths teacher punished
Radin and a few others for getting
lower than 60% marks in a Maths test.The punishment was not very tricky but
Radin was quite unhappy with it. The
punishment was, "Get down on the floor
and force yourselves under your desks!"

If men had breasts, Amin wouldn't be
dating a woman. he has a hobby 2 ramas org punye nipples-guys only okay??
But for some reason unbeknown, Cho is
quite close to Tay…

"Hey look, Teiya's walking….," said
Kashan."So what?" said Adam. (in Malay)"Looks like she's walking in slow-mo."
"Must be cuz of that damn screw in her
leg!" supposedly a story after i fell down during swimming practice

I'd not like to ask Lydia how she made
a BF fall for her, but I'd really like
to ask the BF how he could fall forher! How could anyone do such a thing! cruel thing by kashan

If you count on your fingers during
Addmath instead of using a calculator,you're a genius.
But if you can count
without using fingers or a calculator,you're Teiya. thanx a whole bunch =)

You may hear other drummers count their notation 1...2...3...4
but weird stuff!!the drummer i know counts her notation
using addmaths sin cos tan formulae..n dat person's teiya.. thanx again ya... i'll flush ur head down da toilet next time we see each other

How do you prove you're different than
Hareraj?
If you ask me I'd say, "At least, I
can still spell!" he aint dat stupid duh~

Normally students' academic ability
increases up till they do PMR, then it
drops drastically as the students stepup to F4. Let's prove it using the
test that follows.The questions below were asked by all
Math's teachers of every form
(Note:the SAME batch of students faces thistest as it steps up a form).
Form 1"How many zeroes does a millionhave?"
Form 2"How many zeroes does a billionhave?"
Form 3 "How many zeroes does atrillion have?"
And finally, Form 4"Class! How many
zeroes does a HUNDRED have?" weird teacher

Getting failed in Addmath for thefirst time is nothing like you've everimagined.
Getting failed the second time makesyou feel you're such a jerk.
Getting failed the third time makesyou feel a bit better.…….ZzZZzzz
Getting failed for the thirteenth timemakes you get addicted to failing.
It's like a routine to you.
You cannotbe parted from failure.
You and G9 areone.Then, all of a sudden you pass. And
that might just shock you to death…

What's the first thing they checkbefore rendering you eligible for
scholarships?
Is it your SPM result?No.
Then?The one and only bloody motherfu*****thing I don't have!! IC!! pity u kashan.. hahah

It starts raining.

The students runoff the field for shelter while one
walks in a relaxed way."What is that thing on top of Kim'shead?" asked one, looking at the student walking in relaxed manner."I don't know, but it sure is great!The rain didn't touch him even a bit!"Kim actually is a mobile umbrella.agreed

If you do not know how to swim, ask afish.
If you do not know how to climb,ask a monkey.
If you do not know howto answer a question, ask Teiya.
Butfirst of all, if you don't know how toask, ask Shik Wei.

"If you don't know how to stand still,learn from a tree!" yelled a teacherin anger.
"Rubbish! Trees can move around, don'tthey?" said Tay naively.
ermm kashan... hate to break it 2 u but tay pronouced 'r' like 'w' so its actually wubbish

"Why is it so hot!!? What can I do toescape the heat?!" said a girl.
"Just shut up and sit quietly!"shouted her friend.
"Quietly? How will I live then?" saidShik Wei, the girl.

One day, Tay got so impressed with
grapes that he asked them, "I'm a mango, how to be a grape?"

"Eh gile!! Ko tengok tu! Adibah NoOrla!" said one.
"Bodoh, itu la Ikram," said another.

Ever wondered why Nicole had a senseof great hatred towards the
advertisement of 'Shieldtox CockroachKill!'?? i didnt get wat ur saying

Ever wondered why hammerhead sharksare so aggressive and crazy? No?Well just imagine what you would do if
you had a head shaped like that. i'd be chuffed ahahah

My First Rambling... and It's like.. whatever.. LoL

Ok..Ok... so you've read the title.. Apparently after years and years I've dumped my Xanga I've decided that I wanna resume my blogging. But ironically, the story between my Xanga and I is a long way back ever since I was in standard 6 or something... and God... only when I've graduated from high school did I resume my effort in writing blogs? It's not easy people trust me.. LoL

It's funny to think that I'm writing this mainly for my own amusement and satisfaction.. but then again.. I don't mind sharing my thoughts and whatever crap that I have in mind with others..

Right now I'm just so pissed off... You wanna know the reason? Part of it is because I just missed watching my cute hunk on 8tv quickie just now... And yeah you bet it's Azwin Andy from Estranged... hahah yeah right now I wanna look at his pic too so Andy do the honour to be the first guy featured on my blog - my new blog to be exact! LoL

Aawwww... isn't he hot?? haha.. anyway, of course there are other reasons that's making me a lovely charming yet so cheerful girl (I'm just saying this for fun OK... LoL) to be so pissed.. One of it is the fact that I haven't nailed any scholarship yet so far despite of my SPM results which eventually made it into newspaper (it's just so frustrating!!yerr)... damn I feel like cursing but I'll save that for later.. I don't want people to freak out when they read my first post on this blog... What a hypocrite?!! Hahahaha... Yeah I've been to numerous interviews and chosen into those bloody stages and finals but still they're just giving us hope and in the end they made us accept the fact that the scholar is for selected few only and due to our failure to deliver the organization is more than happy to reject your application (yeah quoting a friend of mine *walaupun mendapat 15 1A.. selamat maju jaya*) Aww.. bloody hell I couldn't accept that when I read that my application for Petronas was rejected.. I opened the page like 6 times just for fun (who knows the server might be down.. yeah Teiya talk about sour grape)... But then again.. isn't it nice of them to wish me "Selamat Maju Jaya"?? LoL.. Anyway, just pray that everything will trun out fine though.. still praying that I can get Anugerah Menteri Besar Pahang... then I shall be so chuffed that I can study in Malaysia.... haha

I'm just so tired to think about that whole scholar thingy I might be throwing a tantrum if I'm still a kid... but anyway, when I think back, I almost threw a tantrum this afternoon at my mum's fren's daughter's wedding... LoL.. haha.. there's always a child deep down each of us that's just trying to get out once in a while.. It's just a hot hot day today and I'm all drowsy after having an injection by the doctor and of course all these hormonal stuffs has been triggered by that injection I get mad easily sometimes... so after we ate I'm just so bored and my mum told me that we should be heading back and I think my body's temperature's rising as well so I'd never object that brilliant beyond brilliant idea... But on our way to the car we have to stop by various pit stops as my mum chatted away happily in the middle of afternoon with the sun happily roasting my back... OK.. so I did pull a face but she didn't noticed.. Lol.. then when we reached the car it's my dad's turn to be missing in action... After 30 minutes he showed up so we just headed home after that. But trust me.. just to get to the wedding we've faced too many problems already..... and its endless to be published here in my blog... so this is my first one.. and surprisingly I think it's boring enough... hopefully no one's asleep yet... bye


See you guys rock!!