My First Rambling... and It's like.. whatever.. LoL

Ok..Ok... so you've read the title.. Apparently after years and years I've dumped my Xanga I've decided that I wanna resume my blogging. But ironically, the story between my Xanga and I is a long way back ever since I was in standard 6 or something... and God... only when I've graduated from high school did I resume my effort in writing blogs? It's not easy people trust me.. LoL

It's funny to think that I'm writing this mainly for my own amusement and satisfaction.. but then again.. I don't mind sharing my thoughts and whatever crap that I have in mind with others..

Right now I'm just so pissed off... You wanna know the reason? Part of it is because I just missed watching my cute hunk on 8tv quickie just now... And yeah you bet it's Azwin Andy from Estranged... hahah yeah right now I wanna look at his pic too so Andy do the honour to be the first guy featured on my blog - my new blog to be exact! LoL

Aawwww... isn't he hot?? haha.. anyway, of course there are other reasons that's making me a lovely charming yet so cheerful girl (I'm just saying this for fun OK... LoL) to be so pissed.. One of it is the fact that I haven't nailed any scholarship yet so far despite of my SPM results which eventually made it into newspaper (it's just so frustrating!!yerr)... damn I feel like cursing but I'll save that for later.. I don't want people to freak out when they read my first post on this blog... What a hypocrite?!! Hahahaha... Yeah I've been to numerous interviews and chosen into those bloody stages and finals but still they're just giving us hope and in the end they made us accept the fact that the scholar is for selected few only and due to our failure to deliver the organization is more than happy to reject your application (yeah quoting a friend of mine *walaupun mendapat 15 1A.. selamat maju jaya*) Aww.. bloody hell I couldn't accept that when I read that my application for Petronas was rejected.. I opened the page like 6 times just for fun (who knows the server might be down.. yeah Teiya talk about sour grape)... But then again.. isn't it nice of them to wish me "Selamat Maju Jaya"?? LoL.. Anyway, just pray that everything will trun out fine though.. still praying that I can get Anugerah Menteri Besar Pahang... then I shall be so chuffed that I can study in Malaysia.... haha

I'm just so tired to think about that whole scholar thingy I might be throwing a tantrum if I'm still a kid... but anyway, when I think back, I almost threw a tantrum this afternoon at my mum's fren's daughter's wedding... LoL.. haha.. there's always a child deep down each of us that's just trying to get out once in a while.. It's just a hot hot day today and I'm all drowsy after having an injection by the doctor and of course all these hormonal stuffs has been triggered by that injection I get mad easily sometimes... so after we ate I'm just so bored and my mum told me that we should be heading back and I think my body's temperature's rising as well so I'd never object that brilliant beyond brilliant idea... But on our way to the car we have to stop by various pit stops as my mum chatted away happily in the middle of afternoon with the sun happily roasting my back... OK.. so I did pull a face but she didn't noticed.. Lol.. then when we reached the car it's my dad's turn to be missing in action... After 30 minutes he showed up so we just headed home after that. But trust me.. just to get to the wedding we've faced too many problems already..... and its endless to be published here in my blog... so this is my first one.. and surprisingly I think it's boring enough... hopefully no one's asleep yet... bye


See you guys rock!!