Driver's Ed Tyre Disaster....

OK... I know I'm clumsy.. I know I've always been such a clutz.. but hey!! Don't tell me I suck on roads too?!! Waaaaaaaaaa.... today's my second driver's ed class. And guess what? Out of a sudden while I was too happy driving smoothly down the highway near my housing area on the way to Istana abdul aziz one of the tyres got flat!! yerr...

God I feel so humiliated... Bad luck has marked me as the main victim nowadays... bother!!! Mr Bad Luck sir!! I know I'm adorable and everything... but please don't fall in love with me and do stop accompanying me!!! I mean it!!!! Whoaa.. first the scholars now driver's ed... my blog is full bout me making a fool of myself... but honestly I wrote this partly because if only somebody out there is suffering severe humiliation please feel better... one phrase that I reserved just for you is the one I nicked off Liverpool's tagline and title of the club's famous anthem.. "You'll never walk alone..." mind you Liverpool is my 2nd fave club in EPL. In my heart they occupy the same position as Spurs since Spurs has my Berverto... damn why don't you join Chelsea??? Chelsea's the first still.. LoL

OK back to the flat tyre disaster.. Since we've to stop by the roadside to change the tyre so I decided to get out of the car with my guiltiest face to check out the damage I've done to the poor tyre. Honestly I saw no nails or sharp objects while driving but there it was.. the tyre was as flat as mirror.... Since the abg instructor was very nice that didn't help because that makes me feel even more guilty.. It turns out that the car DIDN'T HAVE A SPARE TYRE!!!! Hahahahahaha... Hahahahahaha laugh with me youu.... Hahahaha.... I'm turning nuts!!!!

So we have to wait for a while.. OK I lied... it's not for a while its for around an hour or so.... mmm hmmm... I feel so bad for the abang I don't really want to stay in the car but he insisted so I waited... urgh... I feel so bad even until now... waaaa..... I'm tired now... my fever's getting worse.. I've blocked nose... I wanna sleep.. bye..

An Immature Post that I Just Need to Post

Damn know what?? Today I cried the hell out of me for a reason some others will think silly. What I care so what I'm just dammnnn pissed with myself.......and with the government's policy and weightage of determining what country you get and sending me to a country I'm not mentioning cause it's supposed to be good yeah yeah I know bla..bla..bla.. Waaaaaaaaaa but dammit I can't have a say it's their money duh....

Know how frustrated I am while I'm writing this post!!? As frustrated as when you got hit by a bucket of bird poop while strolling in Zoo Negara.... My life is turning upside down!!! I've made my choice no matter what I'll just have to get through with it. And I've decided I'm gonna reject the offer by JPA since I seem to have better options here in Malaysia!! OK... maybe I'm not that convinced of the path I've decided on and damn I badly need convincing by anyone that ACCA's the best for me... And is the 'better' option I mentioned above really means better for me? Oh God....And please take into consideration and bear in mind people that I've to go through it with a local degree. Ok not a local degree it's from OBU but urghh.... I hate it when some of my school friends are being nosy... Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh I can't stand this... I want caffeine.. and char kuay teow... a nice one... BADLY!!!!


And to celebrate my dooms day today I'm gonna post as many as I can since I'm trying to squash some happy positive thoughts in my mind to end the frustration and self humiliation that I've been through so far for the past few months that hardly no one would understand... And my head aches as though it's gonna burst any minute. Hahh!!! So what?!! Let it burst let it explode let it cracked into two if that is what it takes for me to succeed........ haihhhhhhhh please tell me I'd do just as well with my ACCA here in Malaysia compared to my bloody stuck-up friends who're goin abroad and make my friendster page a hell to look at with all their bulletins telling "hehehe.... boleh la aku nak pegi beli baju bulu2 dah" Eeeeyerrrr.... ha ah beli la bulu tebal sket Woohooo.... I can be ferocious at times don't you think?? It's fine.. once in a while I just need to let it out.. cewahh... dlm blog outspoken je brani la cakap... kat luar cuba tengok... ahahahaha

Hahh... now I feel so much better and relieved... ready to take on a new path... - I think...

What's with your name?? hahaha

A: Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With
B: single
C: Hot
D: Never Let People Tell You What To Do
E: Hot
F: Very Strong Hands
G: Has A Smile To Die For
H: Has A Smile To Die For
I: Beautiful/ Handsome
J: very good shagger
K: makes people laugh
L: Love is
M: Very Very Hot
N: Has One of The Best Personalities
Ever
O: Popular With All Sorts of People
P: An Animal Lover
Q: ugly
R: Very Good Kisser
S: Has Beautiful Eyes
T: Is BANGABLE
U: Judgemental
V: yucks!
W: Loves It
X: Great Kisser
Y: Is Really Adorable
Z: Is Easy To Fall In Love With

Growing Up...Creepie ;)

Previous posts are a little cheeky and cheery aren't they? Yeah a lil bit of venting out in the first post since I was mad bout the whole scholarship thingy... still am. But I want to give it a rest for now of course because being mad doesn't make me shortlisted, being sad won't make them shower me with offers, and being tough.. will get me through life.

And that's exactly what I'm going to do-Go through my life even if it means that I don't have to get what I want the way I want, it's about being content with what I have. To do this is part of growing up maybe.. The same goes with friends. I've heard those elder than me telling me before that when one grows up, everything will change and not everyday is filled with the happiness and stress-free days all of us used to enjoy when we were young. They told me that when you leave high school it's actually a start. When we begin our high school years, we thought we make the best of friends, we have the best time of our life, we enjoy too much of it that we tend to forget that at the end of high school you promised to be friends say.. for eternity? But teenagers are being teenagers. Little did they expect after leaving school each and everyone outgrow their friends and so do I. But it is always OK to turn back and reminisce those old memories that you share under the big tree behind the school. Sometimes memories should just stay as memories. Well of course, you can't have sweets all day you'll be bored right?

Perhaps the purpose of me writing this is just to coax myself but hey.. at least I shared? The past few months has taught me a lot. Things happened, things changed, things came to cheer, some came to dissappoint. So this is the start of life. And I am so so scared to face what the future has in store for me. But that's the reason we must pray. To remind us that man proposes, God disposes. We may plan what we want, we achieved what we are required to achieve, but in the end if God won't let us have it, we won't get it. But still I won't stop praying for the best because He's there. Hope everything will end up OK. I'm so emotional at this moment particularly since I am so scared I still do not know what I want. Well maybe that's an overstatement just a flick of exaggeration.. maybe I do know what I want but I'm not sure how to get there...And time is running up. Haihh... There there Teiya... Part of growing up yah!!! *pat myself on the back* What? Who cares if I'm the one who pat myself on the back, coaxing myself and stuffs... if it wasn't me myself who would do so afterall.. LoL..

Now I'm telling you... Life is about going through it with utmost courage, accepting destiny the way it is, and being content about what you have. You have to look at those under you, not above you because that will just make you feel ungrateful needless to say you'll become greedy and forget about the unfortunates who needs your help. And being courageous does not mean to brutally face the future as if you are the Great Wall of China to be so immune to the weather and challenges since come on.. we're human beings... as in homo sapiens??.. don't compare ourselves to rocks? duh.. It's adequate just to face the future and handle all obstacles that come our way little by little not giving up but still.. allowing ourselves to break down at times and accumulate strength to rise again to the top. Yeah.. That's all... Tribute to Justin Timberlake - I think he's a total crap sorry Justin fans but credit to his song that came out as one of the titles for my SPM trial English paper.. "What Goes Around Comes Around".. LoL that reflects our life. One time you're down and the next day you're up.. and then you crashed down.. and then up..down..up...down..up...down...drop..dead.. >=D


Live live to the foolest...Oopss cancel that.. Live life to the fullest... malas nak tekan backspace.. jalan ke depan jelah.. hihi


See you rock..

Perfect Partner Survey.. Yea rite..

How tall should they be?
5' 8" and above.. LoL..

What should they weigh?
dunno.. I never weigh a guy to know they're average weight.. LoL.. yang biasa2 cukup

What hair color should they have?
I like black

What kind of personality should they have?
Cool, shy, ambitious, determined, jovial, funny, smart, doesn't have to be striking since I DO NOT WANT TO SPEND MY TIME STRESSING HE'LL BE SNATCHED BY ANOTHER GIRL.. haha

Older or younger?
Older.. but in my family most ladies end up with younger... accept je lah ape ade

Serious or carefree?
Serious at times

Spontainous or hesitant?
Spontainous

Brutally honest or tight-lipped?
In the middle

Beautiful or intelligent?
Intelligent

Movie or a restuarnt?
Go for a movie then restaurant..

What film actor should they most be like?
Lol.. a thai actor.. Jedsadaporn Pholdee.. so my type.. but please stop me from dreaming.. LoL

here he is.... lalala

What singer should they most be like?
Singer x ade.. drummer ade.. paham2 sendiri la.. LoL.. if I got him then we'll make sure our kids are the next Buddy Rich, Neil Peart, and Taylor Hawkins.. but that's just buildin castles in the air

Should they make all the money?
Naah.. I'm not that cruel.

Do they need to cook?
That's an added bonus right? But it'll be fine for me to cook since I love it and come on.. you can't expect him to be perfect even though this is a perfect partner survey... So unreal.. lol

What is their best body part?
Eyes

What body part do you not care about?
Elbows. haha

Desk job or physical labour?
Desk job.. I wanna tie his neck tie!! HAHAHA. If he's Prince Charming I'll tie his necktie tapi kalau ngade2 buat saket hati je I'll still 'tie' his neck tie... da nyampah strangle je la ye tak.. peluang baik punya!! haha kidding I ain't that cruel

What car should they drive?
LoL.. A Brabus.. haha Coupe enough la.. cewahh enough?? hey but this is the perfect partner survey right? so kenala charge lebeyh2 da kate perfect.. haha.. but that doesnt mean he cannot drive other cars la.. pape jelah.. if I like him, I accept him as a whole never fussy.. So rin, kita cari laen wokeyh?? tp yg tu jgn divorce lagi simpan jd spare tyre.. LoL

What one thing completely turns you off?
Too much of jealousy and being over romantic.. urghh.. I've had these just turns me off man...

What one thing completely turns you on?
When he's treating others nicely out of the sincereness of his heart, when he just stared at me into my eyes and smiled, when he's being understanding, when he plays FOOTBALL, when he's being playful and funny.. banyak lg....lol

This or That Survey.. Asking me?

Coke or Pepsi?
Pepsi.. slurp!!

Regular pool or heated pool?
heated pool.. in EQ Cameron.. damn nice

Hot tea or ice tea?
Ice tea.. I don't really drink hot drinks...

Sunflower or daisy?
Daisy because it looks dainty.. me=daisy? naah.. total opposite.. haha

Red rose or pink rose?
Pink.. light ones but I'd prefer lilies or white roses though

Salt or pepper?
Pepper..

Red or Green Apple?
Red

Red or Blue?
Both.. lol.. can't decide but it really depends on situation

Christmas or Thanksgiving?
None of the above.. but I went for the parties my friends threw but judge the limits first la

Pink or Green?
I go for green this time.. lol

Hamburger or Hotdogs?
Hamburger

Music or Movies?
Both

Heaven or hell?
Heaven la... What kind of question is this?

Comedy or horror?
Comedy

aol or aim?
aim

ipod or mp3?
ipod

Purse or backpack?
purse

Myspace or bebo?
myspace.. what's a bebo? sorry!! lol

Parision or Sears?
Parision

Paris or France?
Isn't Paris in France??

Milky Way or Sneakers?
Milky way

Vanilla or Chocolate?
Vanilla Ice Cream n Chocolate topping so both.. lol

Phone or Internet?
Phone.. I can get to the internet through phone.. HAHA you can't outsmart me Mr. Surveyor

Steak or Shrimp?
Steak.. not that into seafood

School or Work?
Work

A random survey for the bored..

Yep2!! I'm damn bored now... so I just feel like crapping.. but crapping ain't productive so I thought I'd answer a survey for you to know a lil this n that bout me.. sometimes.. survey is fun. haha. at least you dont have to guess what people wants to know about you. All you have to do s answer questions. and I missed that since I left school.. Noticed I'm writing in full sentences now? I just need practice before going back to real college.. yeah real one which you are supposed to graduate not spending your time messing around to waste abah's money... oww pedass... so here's the survey..


What is on your desktop wallpaper?
some mountains wiv mist everywhere... dunno la what's the point this is my bro's laptop.

What is your favorite zoo animal?
dolphins!!

What was your favorite toy as a child?
my teddy.. still have it now.. haha..

What food do you eat too much of?
chocolates... but still i dun think it's enough... i need chocolates as much as i need oxygen... vital for living.. OK that was an overstatement..lol

What kind of hairstyle do you have?
straight

What was your favorite activity in gym class?
ponteng.. haha my mum told me to be honest you know... LoL

What is on the shirt you're wearing right now?
*snort*.. bears.. haha.. its my pyjamas so what?

What is the picture nearest to you of?
me when i was a baby.. aww.. kahkahkah

What kind of salad dressing do you like?
french dressing. lol.. thousand island is nice too

Whats your least favorite food?
brussel sprouts and pineapple... urghhh

What do you do on a Sunday night?
watch DVD at home..

If you could only use one condiment on your food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
S-U-G-A-R

What color are your sheets?
multi colored la... u want me to list it? Ok.. i c lime green, orange, yellow and neon blue.. pening dah? padan muka busy body lol

How big is your computer display?
i think its 15 " wide.. kah2.. tah

What pair of shoes do you wear most often?
a beige colored bonia.. selipar jepun pon bley.. haha

What is your favorite game?
Football.. duh~ and paintball rocks!! lol

What is your favorite Thanksgiving food?
i dun celebrate thanksgiving

What is your favorite pizza topping?
PEPPERONIs... lots and lots of 'em.

What time do you plan on waking up tomorrow?
tah.. lagi lambat lagi best.. haha

What is your favorite day of the year?
my bday... but that was last time la now I think Hari Raya..

Winners And Losers...

Whenever you feel down and the whole world's turning away from you, think again of who you are and where you want to be. The poem's damn comforting when I feel down so I'm sharing it here so that you will be motivated as well.. Since life is all about sharing with others. ;)


The Winner is always part of the answer
The Loser is always part of the problem.

The Winner always has a programme
The Loser always has an excuse.

The Winner says: "Let me do it for you"
The Loser says: "That is not my job."

The Winner sees an answer for every problem
The Loser sees a problem for every answer

The Winner says: "It may be difficult but it is possible"
The Loser says: "It may be possible but it is too difficult."

When a Winner makes a mistake, he says: "I was wrong"
When a Loser makes a mistake, he says: "It wasn't my fault."

A Winner makes commitments
A Loser makes promises.

Winners have dreams
Losers have schemes.

Winners say: "I must do something"
Losers say: "Something must be done."

Winners are a part of the team
Losers are apart from the team.

Winners see the gain
Losers see the pain.

Winners see possibilities
Losers see problems.

Winners believe in win-win
Losers believe that for them to win, someone has to lose.

Winners see the potential
Losers see the past.

Winners are like a thermostat
Losers are like thermometers.

Winners choose what they say
Losers say what they choose.

Winners use hard arguments but soft words
Losers use soft arguments but hard words.

Winners stand firm on values but compromise on petty things
Losers stand firm on petty things but compromise on values.

Winners follow the philosophy of empathy: "Don't do to others what you would not want them to do to you"
Losers follow the philosophy: "Do it to others before they do it to you."

Winners make it happen
Losers let it happen.

Winners plan and prepare to win.
The key word is preparation.


I find that very inspiring. What do you think? hahah

Back to School.. only for a short while though

OK people.. as you read in the above title.. no this is not about me going to Form 6 and thank God I'm not. It's just that yesterday was a whole unbelievable experience for me. And I'm sorry especially to my fellow fan mates Rin, Tkah and Sis Halie that I didn't mention that to anybody.. hehe it's because I'm kinda shy about it but now I'm ready to share it with you guys (or rather girls as a matter of fact) LoL that yesterday I was awarded the Anugerah Tokoh Pelajar for my school! I know! Can't believe it myself. Five years ago I walked into that school I'd never thought I'd make it to this. I have always fancied my seniors who's been selected for the award but I'd never thought one day I'd be holding that trophy myself. And furthermore, I was chosen as the 50th Tokoh Pelajar since my school celebrated its Golden Jubilee in 2007 and the award hasn't been won by a Bumi for more than a decade. Pretty cool huh? I'm so grateful and honoured to be chosen and can't thank each and everyone of you who's been ever so nice to me this victory is yours too. As long as you know me no matter how long or how short, as long as there's a space in your heart for me to be there, as long as I mean not a lot but at least something to you, as long as there's sincerity in knowing me and for every bit of kindness you've shown to me this award is also to be shared by you... ;)

Piala Pusingan. So this is the trophy that's been passed on for years and years.. kinda historical.

I've another one for me to keep though. Haha.. so this is what I can brag about in the future.. boy boy.. I'm one jackass sometimes... HAH!! don't you dare agree with that cause I'm the only one who can call me so.. LoL.. Here are some pics from that day though..

OK that's for the day there are lots more pics but if I post it up here it will take hours and my wireless probs is still goin on once in a while. urghh.. sometimes i just feel like chucking the com out of the window.. but.. it costs a lot.. So you've seen the pics above, one mental note and future advice.. dun carry the tokoh pelaja's trophy without sum1 escorting you.. damn heavy... u cud pass out.. or is it just me? I felt like I was a body builder back then.. fuhh.. lol