When something sounds this sweet, it really should be appreciated

I was just browsing for fun when I heard the girl sang it on disney channel. I like it better than the original ones. But then again, I alway had a thing for philipino voice talents. They're just awesome.

try strumming your guitar along if you like. LoL

VERSE:
Am F C G
i've always been the kind of girl that hid my face
Am F C G
so afraid to tell the world what i've got to say
Am F C G
but i have this dream right inside of me
Am F
im gonna let it show
C
its time
G F
to let you know
G
to let you know


CHORUS:
F C
this is real, this is me
G Am F
i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be now
C G
gonna let the light shine on me
F C
now i've found, who i am
Am G
there's no way to hold it in
Dm F G
no more hiding who i wanna be
Am
this is me

Whoa... June 22nd... until now September 20..

Have I been shut off from the world for a great three months?? That sure is a long time. Anyway, I'm doing CAT now. And I must say I'm pretty much exhausted. Oh God I'm having tests and exams every other two weeks. But for those considering to take up CAT as a fast track to ACCA, it's a good course I'm sure, especially if you are determined to be a professional accountant. But be prepared with the load that comes with it!! >=p

And if you think you just want to do cost budgeting and bookkeeping for a start with minimum theory it's best to consider degree... since those kind of lesson only features say 20-40% of the course. Accounting is more like biology and physics combined together than you think...urgh... but I guess you have to cope with it. Since I'm expecting that ACCA's just full of theories and laws. But at least by doing CAT you are exposed to 'accounting hell' early. Sometimes you just feel like giving up but giving up doing something because it's hard is not worth it. At least for me... Lol.

Anyway, I've just passed one introductory paper that is T2 last week... or so... I guess... haha sorry since my sense of time isn't that good ya.. damn I dunno where I lost my 2 questions but it's all good and satisfying. I do not know why T2 has the lowest passing rate in the world. I consider the paper was easy if you actually just have a general idea over your syllabus. And it's best to make sure that you are born with T2 Information for Management Control BPP textbook in your mouth...

But sometimes I wonder why people claimed that objective( multiple choices ) questions are hard, I think it's fine for me because I'm not the kind of person who swallow the whole theory as a whole, I'm more to just a touch n go learner when it comes to theory just for the sake of getting the idea into my head and MCQ actually helps you by telling what is really going on in the question. Well, provided that your comprehension skills are fine. But when it comes to subjective I might puke on the exam paper itself... Anyone knows memory-improving techniques? I do not want fancy Harvard techniques.. Malaysian ones will do for me. haih.. anyway, I really want to update my blog often. Anyway, I'll post something good later on. =)

See you rock

and oh yeah... this is where I'm studying now.. haih so much for all those bloody esteem-

crunching scholarship interviews... tsk3

Old School Memories

THINK BACK TO 4th and 5th year of highschool.

Let's see how much you remember and how much you regret...


1 Wht stream were you in?
Pure Science.. but seriously at first I was thinking of taking up ICT or Sports Science...lol but due to my lack of talent and knowledge in IT and sports I resolved to Pure Science for more options. But I don't really regret it. It's a great path for an interesting approach in learning and offer more options if you are like me... somewhat undecided..



2 Who were your seatmates?
F1... Jennifer, Alicia and Roshiny

F2...Anis

F3...Anis and Su Min

F4...Anis

F5...Anis



lol.. I gave all 5 years instead of just 4th and 5th

F4



3 Still remember your english teacher?
F4 and F5 always have been Puan Rusnah, favourite quote.. "In the name of my God and your God.." hihi

4 What was your first class?
Urm.. homeroom?

5 Who was your first love then?
No love.. all lies.. I sounded so cold.. LOL

6 Made friends to the lower years?
Yeah of course.. lovely little juniors.. some aren't though. haha

7 Had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yeah.

8 How was your class schedule?
Packed... Biology for three periods straight... *throw up*

9 Made any enemies?
Naah not really..

10 Who was your favorite teacher?
Well there are a few but the best would be my Maths teacher Mr Ng KC.

11 What sport did you play?
Paintball, taekwando, futsal

12 Did you buy your lunch?
No I hardly eat during recess. But if I do, I'd go no more than ice cream. Lol

13 Were you a party animal?
I like parties.. but I ain't an animal sorry to say.

14 Were you well known in your school?
I dunno. I guess to some. But to some others I'm nobody.

15 SKIP CLASSES?
Yeah... a lot... I used many reasons though... "Teacher.. can you excuse me please cause I have to go and invent some papers out of lalang.." lol.. they never suspected me though..

16 Did you get suspended/expelled?
Never... what kind of question is that??

17 Can you sing the School song?
Yeah.. haha

18 What was your favorite subject?
Add maths

19 What was your school's full name?
Sultan Abu Bakar School on the badge.. but SMK Sultan Abu Bakar on letter heads.. I wonder why.. hahaha

20 Did you go to the dances?
Yes but I don't really dance.

21 Where did you go most often during breaks?
Ohoo.. my secret hide out. where I can peacefully sit down without the teachers asking me to prepare speeches or those prefect nonsense. But, it's secret so not gonna tell you, if one day I'm destined to go back with any of you reading htis to that school, I'll tell. Haha

22 If you could go back in time and do it all over, would you?
Haha.. yeah I would

23 What do you remember most about 4th year?
Had my first 'boyfriend'. haha

24 Worst memory in 4th year?
Well, there are a few I can't name.

For the sake of updating my blog..

It's been 10 days since I last posted on my blog. Duh~ I should have adopted a more disciplined routine in updating my blog. I really should since being me, I really am free all the time it's just that there's this ultimate laziness ruling me after 6 months of body building not in a healthy way mind you. What's the healthy way? Well the one where you actually build your muscles by working out say in the gym. No no no, my way is different. It's the unhealthy one. The one where you consume excess fat that adds to cellulite in your body. But I hope it will go away once I've started college.

Yeah you got it right, I'm starting college. Beginning 1st of July, I am officially a student in SYUC. Yadayada... so much for me to go to a university. Can't I just enter the next phase of life as a baby? I kinda missed it. But I guess I'm already grown up but still not an adult la. I can't bubble or frolic and get into all those silly girly crushes and scrapes anymore... but knowing me.. I know there's still room for that. I still wanna have a lil bit of fun you know.. ;P lol.

So by next week, I'll start posting bout my college life maybe. And know what sucks even more? I didn't get my license yet!!! And I have to drive to college..pray that everything will turn out OK then. And no, don't worry, I'm not thinking of driving illegally. It's just that I'm still waiting for my jpj test this week. Please please please let me pass in one shot. My driving school's just too lousy and the way they do their work... It's really unsystematic at all. I kinda regret of choosing it. Haiz... Anyway, I'll post more later.


See you Rock!
xOxO

Im Signing It

Mood: Depressed.. sarcastic... and uncertain


Sometimes I just made an ass out of myself.. I guess.. I always say the wrong things to people or my friends. Sometimes.. with my bloody jokes that I don't really meant truthfully I tend to hurt others... yuck... but when I'm depressed.. that's what you get from me.. so sorry in advance.. next time you hear me blabber or say something that hurts you.. forget it.. I really don't mean it..

Anyway... I just watched Portugal's match against Czech.. Portugal won. Yay... I love CR's goal. damn smart.. but CR's just getting more and more arrogant don't you think? he's good and cute and all but last time he was sweet you can tell when he scored he didn't taunt or show exaggeratingly proud arrogant face.. haih.. where's my old hubby la?? nowaday's fuhh.. when he scored his wonderful goal.. there he goes... sickeningly annoying but yet oh-so-charming...

OK2... I'm drifting away already I see... today precisely about 9 hours from now I'm heading to Tanjung Lumpur to sign the contract for biasiswa kecemerlangan Menteri Besar.. there's no turning back.. since still there's no news from UEM.. I've called them on Monday and the officer said they'll be holding a board meeting at the end of the week.. and the interview went a long long way back... only now they're holding the meeting.. I guess they'll only be sponsoring 3 person this year instead of the usual 4 or the 'hope-so' 10. I understand the fate of those going overseas all lies on the price of a bloody barrel of crude oil... or so called black diamond I see...

Anyway.. wish me all the best.. ACCA will be tough.. I keep hearing that and thinking about it over and over again but deep down inside I know thinking it's tough will only make it tougher.. No matter what or how people 'try' to comfort me.. they still won't understand it.. It's my future I'm talking about..

But it's a good thing I made the decision the hard way and started off we've something I never expect. To be honest, the way I started college, no it's not how I want it to be. But then again, as I took a shower in the middle of the night I remembered how I started my secondary school. I was frustrated I didn't get boarding school... and I got a school that I chose after resolving to the thought I won't go to SBP. Then I'm thinking of staying with my dad in KL and go to the private school near my house where I should have started primary except that I moved to Kuantan.. it was frustrating..

But I guess I know myself.. I admit I can cry a bucket sorta like human water pipe... but most of the time I just do that to comfort myself or maybe crave for a piece of attention from my dear loved ones..lol forgive me but I'm the youngest in my family love the attention I'm getting but I hate crying because I'd be exhausted after some time.. But crying doesn't make me weak and it doesn't mean that I'm giving up. Most of the time I cried is to release anger or disappointment deep inside of me. But because of the anger and disappointment, I can be self-motivated at times even I myself expect that I'll breakdown and give up.. and with that strength I started high school and I must say what I've achieved in high school even though it's not that big to be proud of (I don't want to be like Cristiano Ronaldo here), it is way way waaaay better than my primary.

And I hope and pray that the same strength will be granted to me again after the frustration I'm facing now... I thought I did well enough but it seems that the chance and opportunities don't really belong to me.. Not everyone has the chance to have the best as in best school, best college, and then best unis, best jobs and such.. What we can do at least is saying that what we have is the best for us I guess.. but for me it's going to take some time.. please allow me some time.. please..

Hence, with this feeling of anger and disappointment, I gratefully at the same time indignantly declare war against the 'looser' syndrome and strive for my ACCA... and bid goodbye and goodluck for those leaving for overseas... with the farewell saying... I am not a loser.. I just want the best.. I wanna start my life after secondary on the 'best' path since I do not have that option when I started secondary.. which in my terms my most desirable path.. If I do not get to the best pre-u college, do not go to the best country for my course that I've set my own benchmark, I can resolved to go to one of the best acca tuition provider in the world.. even if it's local la.. that's what I told my dad though.. for him to give it a rest on the fact that I'm not going overseas..


See you rock...

A Continuation of the Driver's Ed Disaster.. and ending of course

Lol... sorry my post on the Driver's Ed Tyre Disaster wasn't complete and didn't give a clear picture of what actually happened dat day...





Well apparently after spending some time sunbathing with clothes on (Malaysian style mind you!!) there came two guys from the driving institution in a blue Kancil car. Ok so they brought the spare tyre.. but what took them so long?? Let me answer my own question then... THEY GOT LOST!!! hahahaha.. that surely add to my insanity at the very mo.. well what can I say..





So since I told you the very nice abang instructor told me to wait inside the car while he's changing the tyres rite? Well even inside the car with the air cond on the heat was burning me... just now while waiting for the tyre to arrive I'd consider that as sunbathing... now when I'm inside the car let's consider it as sauna huh?





So the two men who got lost eventually arrive one was rather loud and started talking with my instructor.. another one was a kinda sickening fella who think he's the funniest git on the planet.. he was wearing this large James Bond sunglasses when he got down from the driver's seat of the blue Kancil car... instead of joining his two friends he find it amusing to visit me in the driver's seat of the car I was driving.. maybe to mock me or tease me at the same time trying to figure out what kind of person managed to cause the tyre to go flat... bad bad.. well after paying me a cheerful visit in the driver's seat (he didn't say a thing just gaped at me in the most annoying way through the mirror I dunno maybe he's just trying to be funny but to be polite I gave him a bitter smile... LoL), he went to join his friends at the back to change the tyre. I dared not to go out of car or open the window.. ahah.. come on I'm so not going to expose myself to the risk of confronting maybe the most annoying and embarrassing remarks I'll ever get in the seventeen and a half years that I've lived.





Apparently only the nice abang instructor was doing the job as I saw the other two sitting or rather leaning against the road railings and they were as loud as hell... LoL.. how can guys talk so loud when they're among each other but acted so different when they're in front of ladies.. yeah.. I was there.. but not in front I was inside the car pretending that I didn't exist.. well it seems like forever did the instructor took to get it done so when every four tyres were examined and confirmed that they're in good condition I continued my session. Everything went well for the rest of the day.. thank God.. let's just hope your day won't be as bad or worse.. just tilt your heads up high and reach for the sky... exaggeration of course... anyway.. Long Live GOODYEAR!!! May you produce better tyres!!!!









Anyway... a cheery ending from me to you..
See you rock!!! lalala

Driver's Ed Tyre Disaster....

OK... I know I'm clumsy.. I know I've always been such a clutz.. but hey!! Don't tell me I suck on roads too?!! Waaaaaaaaaa.... today's my second driver's ed class. And guess what? Out of a sudden while I was too happy driving smoothly down the highway near my housing area on the way to Istana abdul aziz one of the tyres got flat!! yerr...

God I feel so humiliated... Bad luck has marked me as the main victim nowadays... bother!!! Mr Bad Luck sir!! I know I'm adorable and everything... but please don't fall in love with me and do stop accompanying me!!! I mean it!!!! Whoaa.. first the scholars now driver's ed... my blog is full bout me making a fool of myself... but honestly I wrote this partly because if only somebody out there is suffering severe humiliation please feel better... one phrase that I reserved just for you is the one I nicked off Liverpool's tagline and title of the club's famous anthem.. "You'll never walk alone..." mind you Liverpool is my 2nd fave club in EPL. In my heart they occupy the same position as Spurs since Spurs has my Berverto... damn why don't you join Chelsea??? Chelsea's the first still.. LoL

OK back to the flat tyre disaster.. Since we've to stop by the roadside to change the tyre so I decided to get out of the car with my guiltiest face to check out the damage I've done to the poor tyre. Honestly I saw no nails or sharp objects while driving but there it was.. the tyre was as flat as mirror.... Since the abg instructor was very nice that didn't help because that makes me feel even more guilty.. It turns out that the car DIDN'T HAVE A SPARE TYRE!!!! Hahahahahaha... Hahahahahaha laugh with me youu.... Hahahaha.... I'm turning nuts!!!!

So we have to wait for a while.. OK I lied... it's not for a while its for around an hour or so.... mmm hmmm... I feel so bad for the abang I don't really want to stay in the car but he insisted so I waited... urgh... I feel so bad even until now... waaaa..... I'm tired now... my fever's getting worse.. I've blocked nose... I wanna sleep.. bye..